Archive for October, 2012

One Year Later

A year ago today the world lost one of the most caring and interesting people it would ever know and I lost my best friend.

I can’t believe a whole year has passed without James in it.  It’s unreal.  Everyday when I come home, I look to his chair on the porch hoping to see his smiling face asking me how my day was going.  And everyday I’m disappointed when it doesn’t happen.  For over 19 years James was my biggest fan and confidant.  It’s been a lonely and scary world without him this year.  A lot has happened that I wish James could have seen and experienced.   I miss his perspective.  I miss James.